My husband know I want children before my clock is out, but since we arent connected spirually, he wants2 wait

My husband knew that I wanted a baby sometime in the near future, but since we arent spirtually connected, he wants to wait a while. He stated he wants to wait until we get connected spiritually. When I asked him how long will that take? He got defensive and wanted to argue bringing up negative statements I said to him that was already solved&dealt with in the past. When I told him, we may/ maynt have a spiritual connection. If we dont, does that mean u dont want a baby from me? He stated it does not mean that. The thing is he knows I want children before we married, he never told me he may/ maynt be able to produce b/c of low sperm ct., & he has to take med.(s) to prod. I feel as if he has changed. He told me he wanted children&we talked about it extensively. Now,he thinks we should reconsider,& think about the spiritual connection that needs to be there before hand. I told him if we wait2 long& I cant prod. &med's dont work for u, I will be very angry & dont know if I will 4give u.